HEY DOLLSSSS!

eyeuw so sudden i keep calling my friends dolls lah baby lah darling whatsoever
hahahha gatal lately
dan emosi lately
y ah?
i should consider hormon replacement therapy
(;^_^)

hols coming to an end..i still sit here in front of my lappy ...blurring nothing much
online shopping
and suddenly there are increased list of bookmarksss =(
and caused a marked decrease in my account ='(((((

ah nak kerja!!
cepatlah

simptom masuk kolej balik.selamat emosi

kalau ada 2 jalan.
kau nak mana satu??
so skrg ni hendaklah selak balik buku kemahiran hidup tingkatan 1 langkah membuat pilihan.
takpun lecture notes community dentistry
ada banyak model.pilih satu.tapi satu pun aku tak tahu sbb bg aku nonsense belajar semua ni.
hahah macam pandai sgt.
namanya kau bodoh malas belajar kerbau .kesian kerbau....

lately ni semua masalah bertimbun2
mungkin bila sekarang ni tgh cuti
kau takda menda nak fikir
(padahal assgmnt periodontology tak siap,bending wire ortho pun belum)

so semua yg negative2 mula menyerap fikiran
kau pulak semakin active dgn geng2 kak seri meluahkan perasaan
mmg membuatkan kau rasa nak demam kerana berfikir.

aku bukanlah suka berfikir.lebih2 lagi tentang masalah.
i mean buat apa nak fikir
let it sort by itself.
i used to do that.
because i think it get better in time kan leona lewis?

aku tahu apa pun keputusannya aku kena tabah
macam keputusan exam yg bakal di umumkan taklama lagi
aku kena tabah
sbb aku tahu aku bakal fail beberapa paper.
paling kurang 4.sbb aku amik 8 subjek
hehe.banyak pulak

dan aku kena belajar bersungguh2 utk sem berikutnya
sbb aku dah beli tiket pergi @#$@^*% takkan nak burn macam tu je
i have to go.i cant do any supplmnt.i just cant

berubah?
kadang2 aku berharap keadaan dan orang lain yg berubah
tp yg pentingnya bukan aku
aku taknak berubah sebab aku tahu apa yg aku pilih tu betul
ada batu besaq dalam kepala.maaf

kan senang kalau aku boleh reads people minds
macam edward cullen.
takpayah lah aku nak fikir dia marah aku ke,aku buat salah eyh tadi?
dan boleh lah aku buat perlakuan sejajar dengan apa kesalahan aku
contohnya buat muka panda mintak maaf

maafkan aku kak seri
kadang2 nasihat kak seri boleh pakai.dan aku berharap aku pakai nasihat kak seri sbb mmg terbaik
tp mungkin aku pun keladi.jgn curah air lagi
sbb sia2

joy

my cousin 22/male
is married petang tadi
alhamdullilah

hhhehe it is kinda weird because we grow up together

im sooo happy for u..upload picca later kalau rajin
pergi make cute babiess..hahha

p/s: i wonder macam mana nak kawen and nak gerak hubby bangun pagi?

an angina life

ptg tadi im having my cardio because this last few weeks im so immobile and i bet my brain is high altitude area so there is reduced in partial pressure of oxygen.heh

and i think i got an angina pectoris

the pain felt like directly throbbing into the heart

i mean directly

langkah2 meghadapi angina
1)relax and rest..take a deep breath and continue running
2)dont rest.keep on running until u cant take it anymore and burst to myocardial infarction
3)call anyone who i trust to pick me up and cry a lots
4)give up on running and switch others
5)just give up

how metaphor today can be...

1)i really want to continue running.its part of me after all.like forever thingy
2)im rest person and i dont know how to burst
3)i cry alone most of the times
3)i just dont wanna give up and i cant find better than running.
4)i said earlier not gonna give up

but..
what if running taken its toll on my body system?
what if my system cant take it anymore?
or
what if running giving up on me??

might not get married

this is wht i did ystrdy
kesiannya bf i hahahhaha
super ugly strawberry dip


besok nak baking!
erm okay lusa lusa malas pulak

heheh btw im starting my blogshop soon
in progress now
we always want to do it loooonggggggg time ago kan fati,kinah?
remember???!

happy beday amirul

happy burfy b
long live amirul!!

nah peel fresh adiah burfy

i felt sooooo shitballs didnt do anything for u

by the way ...exam is coming to the end
i feel vry weird flunk thingy this time..hahha whatever

im bibik for the next 3 week
nais one ma..